exams results are out..

really sux this time
all i have is myself to blame
what have happened could not be undone
just need to work harder and do better next sem

pass all except for 1 sub
Principes Of Marketing
dont knoe y..but before i got the results..i expected the results would be bad
to the extreme that i ask my mom..
"what if i failed and need to retake?"
she just ans..retake lah..
i knoe she may sound comforting
but i know deep down ..she will be dissapointed if that happens

and it really happens..
have that bad feeling when chuan sms me she got D+ for marketing
i was like thinking..mine gonna be worst
as her commom test, she top the class
while i only passed for the marketing test..

too scared to see results
just stumped when i saw the Repeat sign besides Marketing
got an F for it..haiz
this sem really sux
been noticing that i slack too much
and what i study dont really goes in my brain
maybe i lack of concentration

still have not told my mom bout the results..
haiz..tml ba..
how to put it into words and tell her
my dad confirm gonna scold me..
die..
lets wait for tml to come

been noticing that most of my classmate
did not do well for Marketing either
bet they expected the results to be higher
most got D, D+
at least they pass
haiz
i think the teachers are strict in the marking
wonder how we scored for our presentation..
by the results everyone got..
i think we score fairly for presentation
since that tutorial teacher is dozzing off most of the time
for all our presentations
then give excuses that he will mark by our presentation slides..
what crap!!..dont give me that shitty excuses

where in the world is there a presentation where we read everything on the slides?!
the slides we hand to him are merely basics bout our project
he need to open his eyes and ears to hear the elaboration and extra points from our mouth
bet he did not hear that
as he was sleeping
such a dissapointment
maybe thats y most of our score for this module sux
because of him
he did not grade us fairly..
if everything presentation if what we read on slides
it will be super boring lah
i can read the slides myself mah
no need presenter
haiz

what worries me is not bout me failing Marketing
what worries me is that i'll be a semester late when graduating
really dont want that
really must appeal to the chairman of BA
if possible..to squeeze all next sem
and not forgo a module
since next sem we only have one IS module
instead of 2 this module

really hope i could graduate the same timing as the others
really hope i wont get the same tutorial teacher for that module next sem
i do not want to go in a class where the atmosphere is dead..
gonna miss my grp..
so sorry..if im not in ur class next sem..

haiz..next sem if with other class
sure i suffer
im not a sociable person
think just sit one corner will do me good
concentrate betta ba..
really takes time for me to open up..

really hope that will be same class as TT04 next sem for IT and most module
as next sem is Java..shit
if im in TT04 for Java..
i know Rizal will save us..lol..
if im in other class for Java..
die
cannot really contribute much..haiz
hope i could really squeeze everything next sem one man
without forgoing one module
if can squeeze
then hope i will be in the same class as TT04 in year 3

haiz..just one repeat
change the whole plan in my life
i only have me to blame..
really wanna do betta next sem
no not really..
its Gotta do betta next sem..
HAVE TO!!
haiz


waiting for miracles to happen~