lol..been fasting for a few days now..*dont bother to count the days i fast*..man im hungry..my stomach is grumbling to me now..haha..must have endurence!!..still remember the times in Sec school where we are having NCC training durin the fasting month..endure like hell till wanna pass out..thats when i break my fast with Fazilah drinking water cooler..quite wasted if i come to think of it..lol..

just come back from NP..fill up the appeal form to add load..thats what they call it..hope can get it..reasons for appeal:..i donno what to write..lol..just say i wanna graduate the same time as my classmates, bullshit bout how i regret failing the module * which i do* say i wanna work hard *which i MUST* ..lol..thenthe clerk read my reasons..so paiseh..haha..realise that my written eng sux big time..even sometimes my sis laugh at me..like pri sch sentences..lol..watever.. just hope they grant it..haiyoh..

do not have a job..the credit card promoter never called..should have try to go another interview that day..as telemarketer..but stupid me thinks the credit card will call..

then my mom become so used to me in the house as volunteer maid that she also said..zakiyyah u dont go work lah..help mummy..sometimes mummy not feeling well..the chuan money..mummy help pay..then...i was like shit..cause what my mom says always come true..the promoter really never call..haiyoh..

this is really not me man..staying at home everyday..doing housework..housework i can do..but stay at home?!..without earning money is totally not me..im a money minded person..who always have plans with all the money i have..now..my money plans are killed..haiz..actually i have some money in my purse..but i love holding alot of money..so that i can enjoy..watch movie..eat..i donno..with many money..i just feel stressless..no money will give me stress and mood change..lol..and i hate asking ppl for money..i love earning and spending my own..i knoe i spend alot on stupid stuff..haha..but i like it..but most go on food..lol..but now fasting..haiyoh..

wanna learn knitting..but need to wait for chuan green light..lol..she ask me to start first..but paiseh.lah.so need to wait for her..maybe after one session then can go myself..lol..hong kiat dont want to learn with me..haha..forgive him..he say guys cannot learn knitting..its a girl thing..wahhaa..he already knoe cooking and baking thats a girl thing..wats wring with knitting..haha..i knoe..its GUYS pride and ego..thats y dont want to learn with me..haha..

once i learn knitting..i wanna knit like mad..lol..so boring at home..