Aww...Marcus rawks my WWoorlldd....

met up with chuan and her friend angeline in the noon to go swimming at chuan's cousin house..her cousin live in a condo so..its free..haha..went to THE WAREN at chua chu kang..chuan cousin's condo is magnificent!!..its on the ground floor and has a huge balcony..the condo also overlook the swimming pool when u are in the house..how cool can it be..haha..the best thing is that the swimming pool is just a few steps away from the condo..its like we quickly change and can just run 8 steps and look where u are??...in the POOL!!..haha..damn cool rite..its so nice..then went to every pool in the condo that is the jacuzzi, the olympic size pool..the normal pool and lastly....the CHILDREN POOL...haha..there's a see-saw where the water squirt at the opposite seater..we also play the slide and chuan went down flat to the butt..haha..

swimming at the olympic size pool is also fun..swam like 8 laps or more i think..haha..super tired...then see bikini babes swimming...haha..only have 2..hahah...nothing much to see....then went to the steam room but there seems to take too long for the steam to come out..as we just on it..so..just went out and have sausages by the pool....so relaxing...really feels like paradise..haha..

then went to lot 1 and went around sniffing the cake shop's bread and went out of the shop again..haha...too full to buy any food...

at home..tired out..then went to Lestari at bukit batok to eat..making my stomach even full..then chiong home taking a taxi and watch american idol...just love Vonzell..she's beautiful and have the *voice*..

watch eye for a guy 2 and its so damn nice..i lurve denise keller..she's sporty and prety too..u go girl...haha..and my all time fav as always "Marcus" wore a shirt that has a sentence saying "My mummy says i am special"..hahha..so cute..he was also easily being thrown out of the wrestling ring..haha..so cute..he is also very cute..and very clever too..cannot wait for the next episode of it..but i cannot watch it as i'm gonna work next wed..*sob*..haiz..watch the proud twins..next week the final eisode..haiz..y the hell the Ziyan wanna become nun?!...xiaoyu is so cute ..haiz...hope they will be together in the final episode next week..

so long..venusz............OUT!!

SINGAPORE IDOL VS MALAYSIAN IDOL

went to east coast park early this afternoon..the place is not as pack as last time though it's saturday..set up our tent there and chit chat together..with the pristine white sand, azure blue sky and soothing wind blowing through my tresses...what more can i ask..haha..we chat while we eat finger food..yum-yum..after a while..i took a dive in the sea..u can see ppl kayaking and windsurfing..so damn nice..anyway..went home around 6 ++ to make sure we catch MUSIKA EXTRAVAGANZA ..

WOW!! that the only thing i can describe bout MUSIKA EXTRAVAGANZA ..its like a colaboration of singapore and malaysian singers..damn good idea..

let me intro some of them to u..

SINGAPORE ARTISTES

TAUFIQ BATISAH

Wowing the hearts of many, Taufik Batisah clinched the title as the first Singapore Idol. His first album Blessings shock the local music industry when it hit the 30,000 double platinum mark which can be attributed to his large fan base

SOME S'PORE IDOL FINALIST

Singapore Idol Finalist, 2004 : Daphne, Leandra, Jessea and Christopher

Daphne Khoo

Despite being one of the youngest Singapore Idol finalist, Daphne's has unique tone and even more unique singing style. Her 'little girl lost' look and husky-high voice belie a talented singer-songwriter who is very serious about her music.

Leandra Veronica Rasiah

This mixed African American and Eurasian lass possesses a blues-y voice and has perfect rhythm. Just under 18, Leandra is one of the youngest contestants, but she has always known she is unique and talented. She even sang for Michael Jackson when she was 9 at a private showcase during his visit to Singapore.

Jeassea K. Thyidor

Fun-seeking and disciplined, Jeassea has a powerful voice and is a wonderfully creative dancer. This pretty Eurasian lass' stage presence and strong vocals during the Singapore Idol's performance show drew unanimous praise from the judges.
Christopher Lee The tenor with a semi-classical style was a much loved character in the recent Singapore Idol. With a nickname like "chrissypoo", who can deny that. This Josh Groban and Maroon 5 fan is now actively fielding offers for private gigs and benefit concerts.

EKA MAIRINA

She rose to fame in Singapore after her victory performance in Suria's Anugerah 2003. Eka has been very active as a singer/performer since young and has been winning talent competitions in Indonesia. She won the Asia Bagus weekly and monthly championship and came in as Runner-up for the Grand Championship in 1996, and in 1997, she won the Asia University Singing Competition.

MALAYSIAN ARTISTES



Siti Nurhaliza

The Malaysian nightingale whose unique voice transformed her into the most sought after singer in her birth country with millions of fans from Singapore, Indonesia, Brunei and not forget her international fans from China, Japan and recently London when she performed at the Royal Albert Hall. Despite her youth, she has won more awards than any other artistes as well as endorsements to her name.




Jaclyn Victor

Her exquisite and flawless performance made her the inaugural winner of the first Malaysian Idol last year. She recently released her de-but album called Gemilang.

Vince

This inaugural winner of Akademi Fantasia 2003 is also the first male artist chosen to represent Malaysia in the Asia Music Festival 2004 in Shanghai, clinching the 3rd place. Vince recently won the Artis Baru Lelaki Terbaik in Anugerah Planet Muzik 2005 held in Singapore.

malaysian idol, Jac and as u all know our all time s'pore idol, Taufiq, duet with each other singing "MY BOO" by Usher feat Alicia Keys..the song is nice and taufiq's voice really goes well with the song..Jac however..does not song good enough..alicia keys sing nicer as she has a husky, deep and soulful voice..wherelse jac's is like 'i donno how to describe it' its like her voice does not suit the song and she has that tamil slang when she sings..so she sounds awful to me and taufiq shine in that song..nice one..

not only that..there's this s'pore singer "Eka Mairina" who really resemblance "Jessea K Thidor"...it like they look so damn alike..haha..

Vince also have a chance to duet with the spore idol finalist..cool..

taufiq also get his wish that is to duet with malaysian singer "Siti Nurhaliza"...but this time Siti shines him..she sings very well and was wearing a damn bee.UU.ti.Ful dress..she look very sweet in it..haha..

that's all...........folks.....venusz........OUT..

basically rotting...nuthin more nuthin less

woke up at 12.45pm...wah..haha..the latest timing i woke..get waken by my mom who is going to the PWC building to meet her broker..she is so damn obsessed with her shares..so damn many times she explain to me how to calculate the $$ u win when the shares gain..but still i do not understand it fully..haha..1 lot, 2 lot..so many lots...always hog the TV in the mornin till afernoon watching shares..wah..madness man..luckily my room have TV..so it does not affect me..there is so damn many fun things to watch besides shares..sometimes she do not go out because she wanna see her shares..can u believe it..haha..but lucky she know how to play shares..so she make $$ in it..from starhub to M1 to NOL to junma and SGX..thats now..see her so enthu..better dont say anything..haha..

yesterday conference with su and hong kiat untill 2 ++ am..then even watch the Pokemon movie after that...haha..cause the next day my bro need to return it back to his friend..u must be thinking so childish..watch pokemon..but its nice man..haha..love the pokemon that is called 'plusie' and 'minun'..so damn cute..haha..have fun watching it..wonder when the prince of tennis movie is going to be out..hmm..still have not watch my fullmetal alchemist cause have not burn it from my cousin's comp..he stays the same block as me but so damn hard to find time to go there..then paiseh mah..knock ppl house then say i wanna burn ur fullmetal..so darn rude rite..so must wait untill hari raya again then can go download..haah..officially my whole family go his house then i can say i have not finish watching it..can burn..then i will run down to my house and take the cd-r..haha..all tactics..he actually wanna burn the fullmetal..make like DVD some more..where have pic to select the episode just like DVD selecting scenes..his IT is so damn good man..but he only burn the first 4 episode..*sob*..cause both he and his wife work and he hardly have time to burn..he always work overtime and come home late..then on weekends..he is only at home on sun..let him rest ba..need to wait hari raya agian..haiz..so damn long

i am so damn close with my cousins since i'm young..but when they get married..we seem to get distance..as have their wife or husband we do not really know well..how i wish i can go back to the time when we are so small and so close..still remember the time where we play "hantu-hantu" (ghost) at my aunt's house and abg ajoi will be the ghost and close the lights and the door and find us hiding in the dark..so scary..haha..he's damn good at being a ghost..he creep slowly to me, who is hiding in the pile of unfolded clothes..then he suddenly grab my leg and make scary noises..haha..so small and naive..

then kak sumarni (who is now married)...like to urine on her bed last time (wonder if she still do that now..haha..married already..maybe change already)..kak fadhilah, abg suhaimi and abg ajoi and me will like disturb her and when we all ton at her house no one dare to slp on her bed..haha..then she slp so damn early..and we all play prank on her..last time..those who slp the earliest is the most "suay"..abg ajoi as usual..the naughty one..plann all of it..we take her lipstick and drew on her stomach and face..and we crack an egg and put it on her hair..haha..so damn funny ..she totally freak out seeing herself on the mirror the next day..*giggles*..there also a time where abg suhaimi slp with his mouth opens..then we take salt and put it in his mouth..guess wat?!..the next day..he told us he dreamt that he ate salt and could even taste it in his mouth..we were like laughing out loudly and he was puzzled..till this day..he dont know we did that to him *hush*

..haha..miss the days were we so often slp at each other house and hear abg ajoi's ghost story..he's a good story teller..always making me and some of us scared..haha..also happens that some of our house are haunted at that time..so we also freak out..and sometimes even cry when abg ajoi tell the ghost story as we are scared..

but now..all grow up so big..and 3 of my cousins married already..2 years back..just happy and funny memories of them in my head remembering the times we share together..if only they do not get married..then can continue making fun of each other...but cannot..not fair to them..haha..hiaz..miss them now..

wait for my sis to come home fast as she 'ta pao' for me lo mai kai and fun choy..so long nv eat it..the last time i eat it was in Swiss Cottage Sec at the 'fake' canteen..in ngee ann dont have all that..funny..though Ngee Ann have 5 canteen, 1 cafe..while Swiss have only 1 canteen..i already get sian of Ngee Ann food..i've never sian with Secondary sch food..i love SIM food though..more worth it and so damn much nicer..but as usual..we must walk uphill and downhill just to get there..damn 'mah fan'..so as i was saying..eat both the funchoy and lo mai kai..then went giant with sis a while to prepare the ingredients for my mom to cook..then went back home and sis straight away go back to Jurongvile as she have full dress rehearsal for speech day and my sis who is in NPCC..is the GOH for that year..pity her..she actually no mood to go today..some more scared their marching sux..haha..

then now just rotting..waiting for my TV shows..they are my life..SMALLVILLE AND SURVIVOR is on TONIGHT..

here's something to share

Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'courting' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he started kissing and hugging herI figured 'Sis must be getting sick because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just > the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the docotr because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and getting all out of breath. His other hand must have been cold because he put it under her skirt. About this time 'Sis got worse and began to moan and sigh and squirm around and slide down toward the end of the couch. This was when her fever started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis told him she felt really hot. Finally, I found out what was making them so sick -- a big eel had gotten inside his pants somehow. It just jumped out of his pants and stood there, about 10 inches long, honest, anyway he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from getting away. When Sis saw it, she got really scared -- her eyes got big, and her mouth fell open, and she started calling out to God and stuff like that. She said it was the biggest one she's ever seen; I should tell her about the ones down at the lake by our house! Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the eel by biting its head off. All of a sudden she grabbed it with both hands and held it tight while he took a muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it over the eel's head to keep it from biting again. Sis lay back and spread her legs so she could get a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying on top of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a fight. Sis started groaning and squealing and her boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess they wanted to kill the eel by squashing it between them. Her boyfriend got up, and sure enough, they killed the eel. I knew because it just hung there, limp, and some of its insides were hanging out. Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired from the battle, but they went back to courting anyway. He started hugging and kissing her again. By golly, the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up and started to fight again. I guess eels are like cats -- they have nine lives or something. This time, Sis jumped up and tried to kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35 minute struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel its skin off and flush it down the toilet.

howard rulez.............

watch eye for a guy yesterday...nice..its much more better than the part 1..denise is also more prettier than rachel..haha..very good..there's this guy named howard..he so damn funny sia..though he's the shortest there...he really impressed denise and me..also everyone..i love love the song he played with the guitar and sing to denise..the title of the song is "if i am denise keller" in the lyrics says that 'shan is very tall, dreamy looking..but i am a supermodel..who knoes so many guys like that so he is only a dime' ....than there's this part where ' aaron says he's a computer analst..what is that..but i dont care cause to me it means he likes to watch internet ponorgraphy'..something like that...so damn hilarious...haha...and his hard work is paid off..in denise first impression list..howard stands in first..haha...nice one guy!!..there's also a guy where i knoe him as he always comes to my sec sch to perform..Act 3 or somthing..the only long haired guy where he give denise a book..nice guy..haha..he also very funny..its so obvious denise is not going to find her soul mate there..she is just having fun...but some of the guys are a bit too pushy and freak denise out..haha..she's so damn cool man..hehe

also watch the proud twins yesterday..it started at 10.45 instead of 10.30 all because of the parliament thingy..take too much of the tv time..anyway..who is going to watch the parliament talk?!..lee sian long is so damn boring..i prefer goh chok tong haha..more funny..and nicer to hear him talk..shocked to find out that ziyan is the shifu's daughter..so nice..but too bad..next wed is their last episode..i hope ziyan and xiaoyu will be together..will mingyue recover be regain her powers?..

finnaly check my exams result..

GPA: 3.0833

BUSINESS COMPUTING APPLICATIONS B+


CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS B


INDIVIDUAL AND THE COMMUNITY AD


MACROECONOMICS C+


PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING B+


PROGRAMMING FOR BUSINESS APPLICATIONS B


WRITTEN BUSINESS COMMUNICATION C+


now let me comment a little of each...

BCA...quite happy..must be the final practical test that pull me up..if not i think i will surely score lesser if its theory..

CATs..this one i dont care..cause who cares a teacher who "mew" u every wed..haha..not bad lah..since that time our acting sux and so is the story line..

IAC...this one shocked the hell out of me...its like this is my most hated subject..hated the teacher, classes...everything..then some more alternate weeks and always learnt about 'what makes you, you'...pathetic..anyway..hehe..we just throw her a report and i got this..wonder how much mag get?...hope she got the same as me..haha..but come to think of it..Mag and me really sweat our shit on this report..haha..i've never been so enthu in all reports except this..its because there is only 2 of us..as we do not have a grp..so we sweat it out on the report "jealousy"..not bad...nice working with u maggie (",)

MACRO...hahah..this one dont say..since semester 1 i dont even like ecomonics..so macro nor mirco...this is the same grade i got last sem..that is micro..i also cannot find AE in the papers..so damn stupid of me ..AE= C+I..totally forgotten that I is planned investment..freak out by the big no. 145 billion..haha..watever..anyway..i also think the teacher is poor in teaching us..mr lee eng kiat..he is damn nice and funny..but comes to teaching wise...i give him a 6/10..thats low..cause its like we always put up our ans and he just say correct..then explain a bit..i score well with good teachers...haiz..y does the BS students always get all the good teachers..they always get the teachers who is the overall in charge..

POA..this one dissapoints me..i aim for an A...but i knoe i should not have make that stupid mistake..i did not add the amount of the replacement of parts in the second hand cement mixer...and it is so damn costly..its affects my total answer for the whole question..and the question is 25 marks...damn...y am i so damn stupid..its second hand for goodness sake..of course need to add replacement of parts..but i did not..haiz..some more finish the paper 1 hr early...but i nv think enough and open my eyes big enough to spot this one..haiz

PBA..this one no comment...cause i donno codings of the damn visual basic. net..i only knoe some..simple ones..so i get B..i'm happy..thanks Rizal..for being in our group..u are our life saviour..i think we score better in our project..and thanks to rizal..cause he do most of the codings there..and chuan and me only do the interface..i feel guilty as i knoe little bout IT ..so when comes to project work..its a hugh burden for rizal..can see he quite stress that time..haha..hope we can work together again in the next sem..all same grp arh..rizal, chuan, shurong, yew hua and me...all of us work well together..so frekin fun..haha..hopefully by that time i knoe a bit more bout IT..but i scared..cause next sem i heard we gonna learnt JAVA..and thats super hard especially codings..haha..but i try to open my eyes and ears during the lecture ..OK..haha

lastly WCOM..haha..dont really like this subject as well..so many reports and letters and emails format make me memorise..haha...get this grade i happy already..

finnaly finished reading my book by olivia goldsmith..'wish upon a star'..have i say that that is the last book she wrote as she died after that..so damn sad..though its so thick and the words so small..the story line is nice..hehe..

Cinta
Melly Goeslaw feat. Kris Dayanti

Menapak jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yang kumau
Tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa
Yang membuat hati lara
Di dekat engkau aku telah (penuh)
Sandung matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku bergetar tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa

Aku junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hatinya dulu berlayar kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia

Di dekat engkau aku telah (penuh)
Sandung matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku bergetar tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa

Aku junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hatinya dulu berlayar kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia

Cinta biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagaimana pun hidup hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan
Cinta

OnE mOrE dAy To..........................................................EXAM RESULTS

waaaaaaaaaaa.......SO SCARY...tml after 9.00am...NPal is open to check exam results...i repeat...after 9.00am...nothing earlier..or u have "Examination results will be released
on 21 April 2005, from 9.00 am onwards" staring at u on ur face...hahah...wonder how i do...especially my IT subjects..its like sometimes i remember wat MR Tay Ah Bee tells us and i just freaked out..i quote "class listen to this..this is interesting"...and it turns out the opposite..i slept in almost all of his class.."if u all can understand this..its CHICKEN"...WTF..all of us are so blur that i can see question marks on top of ppl's head..hahah..heck IT..pass can already..

when the hell is the sch going to start..i knoe its on the 24 may..but it seems so damn long to me..its i i've been slaving around at home..always "zakiyyah this" and "zakiyyah that" ask to do this and that...no moment of peace..i hate ppl controlling my damn life..haiz...if only i can stay on my home or in a hostel...then will be damn fun..always go to 'xixi' for company..and read storybooks..i'm now in the process of finishing the book "wish upon a star" by Olivia Goldsmith..very nice to read...but i have not finished it..100 more pages to go..and the wordings are damn frekin small..luckily its interesting..if not i doze off..also not forgetting my all time favourite pastime..watching TV..haha... still have not open a page of my basic theory driving book...daoz..donno when wanna start..maybe after i read finish the story book then i start the basic driving book..haiz

finnaly loaded the song i like..called 'cinta' by melly goeslaw and kris dayanti..i prefer melly more than kris..but it seems kris is more popular..its obvious melly voice is better than kris's short breath..haiz..melly is also a genious..composing and making alot of hit songs ..wah..i look up to her lah..hahha..but i think she's fat that's y not as popular as kris who is slim and pretty..sometimes human prefer someone who they can ogle and see so nice..haiz..anyway..watever..i notice the song at APM..anugerah planet music..where singers from singapore, malaysia and indonesia come together for award..i also like indonesian songs more than malaysia...another indonesian band 'sheila on 7' is also damn nice..they have a song "berhenti berharap"..check it out!!

Coooooooolllll Camp..

wake up in the morning rott again..the at 4pm..suriani come my house to give my bro malay tuition..hhaha..can u believe it!!..MALAY TUITION..he's totally like me..

i also have malay tuition last time..after getting c6 for my june malay O level paper..my mom ask me to retake and also get me a malay tutor..u knoe wat?!..my malay tutor LAUGH at me because she say..no one have malay tuition cause its damn easy..i was pissed..i actually do not wanna retake the malay O because i can count on my other subjects..hated malay since i took malay..in sec sch..there was never a time i passed up my home work..unless there want us to do on that spot..then i pass up..if ask bring home and do..then bye bye..cannot be bothered..better to spend the time doing maths..haha..for 5 years i've been doing that..in malay class i also always talk to adilah..the girl sitting beside me..never once in the blue moon i paid attention for malay..haha..the thing is i dont really understand wat they are talking sometimes..and it hurts my head..cause all the malay word they speak goes into my brain and there's like an english translator in my brain to translate the malay into eng so that i can understand..being in a chinese muslim family like me sux..cause all my siblings prefer mandrin..except my bro..donno wats he's good at..haha..i took mandrin in kindergarden till pri 3..that means my basic are all mandrin..suddenly i kanna throw to malay class just because my chinese tuition teacher say my dad cannot help me with my chinese..at least my mom can help me with my malay..i was so damn sad sia...then my mom malay damn good..she scored A always lasttime..then in sec sch..when i show her my karangan...she LAUGH at it..haha..so horible..i also scored 1 or 2 pts out of 10 for bina ayat..(make sentences)..and scored 1 or 2 pts for close passage..

my mom always push me to read the malay newspaper"berita harian"..but the wordings in the paper are so freking SMALL that i doze off everytime i start on the first page ..haha..but i finnaly scored b3 for my retake malay..quite happy..since my oral is only a passed..not even a merit..shocked the hell out of everyone..even my malay teacher..just hope my bro can improve his malay just like me so that he could jump from NT to NA..

at night..we built a 6 men tent my mom bought at giant and set it up in the hall..that means my bro, sis and me sleep in a tent tonight..so damn fun the tent is freking hugh and enormous..its like when i stand up in the inside of the tent..i'm not even touching the ceiling of the tent..imagine how tall is that..it also takes 2 queen size quilt to cover up the base of the tent..BIG..then bring in my laptop into the tent and plug it to the power plug..watch 3 VCDs in the night..mean girls, 13 going on 30 and white chick the uncut version...so damn fun..in the middle of the night..watching VCD in the tent with the aircon on..SHIOK..but in around 4am like that it gets damn cold..quickly took the quilt as my blanket...finally knoe how to set up a dome shape tent for the first time..next time we can just set it up at the beach or something..damn easy..

went to work at pan pac..my last time job..kinda bored..work from 10-3pm..than means get $30 for that day..its function is buffet when i go there..so we all get ready for the buffetn stuff..i've seen the guest last year too..donno y they like pan pac so much..see the same guest so many times..sian..there's this indonesian guy giving a speech bout the United Nations..bout the security i think..the afican, egypt and zimbabwe i think were fightitng for..
he also talk bout india and china..there are like multi country ppl there....all talking bout politics..so bored..then there's question time and the indonesian man talk for another 30 mins..i was like yawning away already..

then my manager for that day also sux..suppose to be jackson..but donno y suddenly kenna under joseph..so pathetic..he was like "ladies"..ewwwwww./..he also like to make small matter big..damn asshole..the whole ppl there all hate him..if only i could give him a swift kick in the ass..

then straight away take the pay i work on that day..$30..then its shopping time..haha..bought the loreal hot straight and hot curl..funky pink bottle..have not used it though..also bought the hair rollers where u roll ur hair and then u 'kiap' ur hair..watever..so hard to explain..also bought hair spray..i spend my work $$ on the same day just like *poof*..so damn fast..wanna earn take so long..spend..so damn easy..

.: * Finally * :.

finally registered for my Basic theory Driving..the test date is on the 6th of May..which is so near from now..finally when i thought my exams are over..there is another exam soon and i have less than a month to study the theory..i heard its like u can only make 2 mistakes in the test..scared i freak out and do not pass the test..at the bukit batok driving centre..the cashier service is damn poor..obviously it shows on the screen that nets are prefered..then when i handed them my nets card to pay for my book..she give me the *fuck face and ask me 'do u have cash?'..the cashier beside her is more worst..she tells my friend..'CASH ONLY!'..damn fucking attitude problem..

not only that..i also lost my IC..which is like shit..i actually lend my IC to my bro to rent VCD 'Ella Echanted'..then when he come home..all of us watch it and i forget to ask my bro for my IC back..it was only yesterday at the bukit batok driving centre that i realise i lose my IC..that means i go BBDC for nothing..should have checked earlier..haiz..then i search HIGH and LOW in the house for my IC but to no avail..frekinn pissed..my bro also another one to misplace my IC..and he dont even remember where he put it..now..need to make a new IC..wonder how it gonna cost..really burning a hole in my poket..

i signed up for learning auto..but my dad say its useless as it makes the left leg useless and u just press the accelerator and drive..like stupid and no thrilling..but to me ..now all the cars are auto..then like it serves me no purpose to learn manual..so today..finally decide on manual for the *thrill*..haha..watever..actually quite fun..i only scared my hand cannot coordinate with my leg and i cock up with the clutch and the gear..especially parking..haha..theory have not even pass then talk bout this..haiyoh..

so frekin stress and pissed

.: * BoRiNg SaTuRdAy * :.

today is a boring day..sian..woke up at 12pm..hahha..cause i cheong the 'autumn in my heart'..now left 3 more disc to watch..slp at 6am..wake up at 12..only 6hrs of slp..do nothing much..just cannot wait for school to reopens..i'm just counting down to the days where my results are going to post in the NPal..wonder how i do..i knoe some subjects i just do fairly well..scared of my Programming for Business Applications most..quite alot of error in it..IT just does not goes well with me..haiz..i'm also in a dead meat for my POA..made a deadly error that can affects my 25 marks..haiz..just hope i could do quite well for all of them..if i pass all..i'm happy..if i score quite good ..i'm elated..haiz..so scared..well enough bout it..now currently watching miss singapore universe again..haha..i quite like rebecca lim and cheryl tay..but from the finalist..i knoe long ago that cheryl will win..i called in instinct..haha..she have a great body too..and she speaks very well too..haha..glad she win..this year ..most of the finalist also have big boobs..haha..but pretty wise..not many are pretty..thats y its easy to choose the winner..cause the prettiest and most confident really stands out than the rest..dont really like the celest chong...sing donno wat song called 'free'..i prefer her last time..now..she look like donno wat..haiz..haha..watever..thats all..gonna continue rotting..

CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man..woke up with my eyes all puffy...u knoe y???..wat some more..cry lah..i've been watching a new korean drama called endless love ( a tale of autumn) or autumn in my heart..there's so many ways to call it...omg..u all must watch it man!!!..its like i only wanna watch the first disc only...then i get addicted to it instancely..its like..i watch 5 disc in the whole night..start at 12.30-5.30 like that...this first ever drama where i cried non-stop for every episode..note that EVERY EPISODE!!!..



the actors are Song Hye Kyo , Won Bin & Song Seung Hun

let me give u the summary of the show...(it gonna be long)

Song Hye Kyo as En Xi-



Song Seung Hun as Jin Xi-



Wong Bin as Tai Xi-



the summary

En Xi and Jin Xi grew up believing they were blood siblings in a well-off family in Korea. They both seemed to have it all, with Jin Xi being a talented painter with plenty of girls vying for his affection in high school and with En Xi having the brains and the personality to be popular enough to be elected class representative. En Xi had what you'd call an "adolescent nemesis" in the form of Xin Ai, a girl in her class who had always been evilly jealous of En Xi because she was rich, smart, and popular, and had the protection of handsome older brother Jin Xi. However, an accident that injured En Xi when she was 14 revealed the truth: En Xi and Xin Ai had been accidentally switched at birth. Now the melodrama begins.

After what I believe is the most tragic part of the story (instead of the over-the-top love stuff) where En Xi and Xin Ai are returned to their respective actual families, the romance stuff begins. After around 8 or 9 years, En Xi and Jin Xi encounter each other again and realize that they've developed feelings for each other. However, both repress their feelings knowing their parents would oppose, and also because each has a lover in their life already. Jin Xi is engaged to You Mei whom he met at university, and En Xi had just "accepted" the love offered by Tai Xi.
Tai Xi and You Mei both figure out that En Xi and Jin Xi are not actually blood siblings and are in love. However, each tries to cling onto their lover. Tai Xi, in a noble way. First continually supporting and selflessly loving En Xi. You Mei, in an annoying way. She clings to Jin Xi as if he's the only man left on the planet and forces him to stay with her by threatening to commit suicide and lying about her injured arm. En Xi and Jin Xi finally acknowledge their love and "elope", much to the sorrow of Tai Xi and You Mei and to the vehement opposition of their parents and Xin Ai. However, they decide to not be together and return so that they don't hurt Tai Xi, You Mei, and their parents.

What's an Asian drama without a terminal illness? That's right, En Xi is diagnosed with leukemia and has only months to live. Of course, she hides this from Jin Xi who is just about to leave to immigrate to the US with You Mei. All hell breaks loose when the parents, family, You Mei, and especially Jin Xi find out about En Xi's illness, and Jin Xi rushes to the hospital as En Xi is wheeled into ER yelling "Hsa Ra E, Yun Seyo!" ("I Love You, En Xi!"). Jin Xi then gets back together with En Xi, dumping You Mei in the process when he finds out that she lied to him about her injured arm. Tai Xi looks on sadly, because En Xi does not have that many months to go, since they couldn't find a blood match for her.
So what happens at the end? En Xi dies. Jin Xi is devastated and as he walks on the street after her funeral and is overwhelmed by memories of her, he is run over by a car and is reunited with En Xi.

so how????..now u know y i cried..haha

then watch the wedding date with chuan before going to work..nice movie..



the guy is handsome..i've seen him in my bestfriend wedding..haha..



i like this part the most where he talks so deep and close to the girl that the girl cannot take it and say "man, u're worth every penny"..haha

ok..i'm gonna continue cry my tears out and watch endless love

*currently listening to reason - autumn in my heart

woke up in the morning ..then meet up with chuan to go to california fitness gym again..do some exercise with the machines there ..did not do much though..after exercise for a while..we change into the correct attire and plop into the sauna room..seat there for around 20 mins..then went into the steam room..went in there for only 5 mins as me and chuan find it hard to breath..not like last 2 days where we spend quite a while in there..so did not get our skins to be lobster red..then after that meet up with hong kiat and suriani..eat at sakura at far east plazathen went home taking bus..

_____.: * GYM * :._____

haha..its the first time for me going to California Fitness Gym at Orchard today..woke up..and get pack my bag for gym...meet chuan around 1pm++ at the bus-stop near old chang kee and also grab a bite at old chang kee first before exercising..haha..any food consume before exercising is good ..as we will burn the food we eaten when exercising..but..the question is..do we exercise?????

well the ans is yes..haha..exercise for 10mins for every machine..actually not every machine..some..u think what?!..every ??!!..mad arh..haha..anyway...after perpiring a few drops of sweat..haha..how can count sweat?!..watever..we head to the toilet and have a bath..

guys will surely like this as in the female changing room..i and chuan was like so damn shocked when we see naked woman walking around us..haha..not walking actually..some of these women just change their clothes in front of us..i was like OMG..wat if suddenly there is guy like tecnicion who come to repair things?!..some more they nv wear bra sia..but also because their boobs are small..that's y they dont care..hahah..then chuan and i went to have our bath..the place there is well equipped ..have shampoo, shower creame and conditioner dispenser..there is also cottom buds, hand and body lotion and also hair dryer..not bad...not bad at all...

after our bath..in our towel..we plop into the sauna room...omg!!..its so freaking hot..65 c..can u believe in..anyway..only be in the room for 10 mins..too hot for me to tahan..haha..then plop into the next room which is the steam room..it was damn full of steam..then we sit and chatted..then suddenly there's this noisy sound and the room become hotter and more misty...wtf..of all places..y must the hot mist come from under our seat where we our legs are dangling?!..haiz..so we freak out and quickly put our legs on the chair..well.. hot air rises u see..thats y the hot air some from under the seat..hiaz..then after a while then we started realising that our skin are turning red like lobster..haha..even chuan perlini silver started the first stage of rusting...hehehe..do wat some more?!..get out of the room lah...haha..wah once we step out of the steam room..i can BREATH man...so shiok..haha..then change into our working clothes and go to work..

_____.: * Affirmation Day * :._______

today is ncc's affirmation day..woke up in the morning to meet debby at kallang..then reach indoor stadium bout 9.30 am..when we reach there..we found out that we are not needed till 11.00am..damn it..i can sleep longer if it happens..but too bad..saw Lt Ben..after so damn long..kinda miss him though..haha..the one who tries to be fierce..but cannot..as he always broke into laughter..haha..still could remember the way he read the cadets comment letter last camp feast..he read it with expression that broke us into laughter..damn funny..then change into our no.5t after briefing and rush on our lunch..did not managed to finish the meal..haha..u can see ppl trying to hurry hazariah..and she can still take a seat and continue eating hehe..the food is actually quite nice..donno y the rest say the food sux..haha...then took a few photos with the rest..

there's a commotion bout taufiq wearing sports bra under his no.5t..hahah..and he claimed that it is his singlet..omg..it totally look like sports bra..only that there is no pad in the front..haha..first time for me to see a singlet that short and looks like a sports bra the same time..wahahah

the cadets came in around 2pm..there is the first sch where the CO is sibeh Kao Peh..so rude..hate him..even debby was like wah lao..ok..enough bout the pathetic CO..this year affimation is the most fun overall than the past few years i've went..

there's the cheerleading team..where they get the cadets to be involved in the ceremony..singing 'i dream', 'one love', 'reach'..theeben sang quite well though an do a good job in becoming the cheerleading MC..haha..

then there's the IFO display..where the whole stadium is in total darkness..then 2 IFO flying around with lights on them..the 2 IFO were like butterflies flying around..so nice to watch..accompanying it is the aerosmith song..fly away from here..

there's also the repelling ppl..where they repel down..quite nice at first..but it gets boring watching it as they do the same stunts always..and its too long also..there is also this guy who is stuck down there and they change the music to mission impossible to cover their embaressment..haha..

overall quite nice...(",)

let me thing back bout yesterday........

Its the first day of freedom after my exams..haha..damn happy..but come to think of it..quite boring too..as that means i'm gonna rot at home..wake up at 10am..then do some housework before going to watch Robots with Chuan and Rizal..saw Rizal at the 243w bus..but he meet up with us later as he need to meet his ustazah..meet up with chuan at 1pm..to eat at "lets eat" as CCK..then found out that CCK nv show Robots already.. then left with 2 choices..that is the eye 10 and miss congeniality 2 which i watch already..haha..since i dont wanna watch the eye..so i watch miss congenialty 2 again..since chuan and rizal have not see yet..then i also misses the first starting part of it when i watch it for the first time..

after watching the movie..i and chuan go to the HDB hub for telemarketing training..but it turns out we went for the wrong talk..suppose to go to sincerity room..but end up going to the loyalty room..all because of the girl at the receptionist table..say its the same talk..haha..end up..its a talk bout being a housing agent..bout how much money u can earn and so on..haiz..no wonder the people in that room is all older than us and work for a company already..haha..the worst thing was we do not realise it till the end of the session which is 2 hrs..so damn paiseh..at least we still have a job though..haha..though the pay is okay and work only at night for 3 hrs and 3 days..its ok with me..as i have lots of things to do in the morning..haha..

ToDaY....

wake up at 10am..do some housework again..kinda feeling bored..haha..then went down to pioneer mall to alter my skirt..only to find out that shop does not alter skirt..it is a laundry shop..*shit*..that leaves me with 2 hr 30 min to alter the skirt and get out of the house for NCC at swiss..so do wat some more?!..i rush like mad lah..haha..luckily in time reach ncc ..then have photo taking..just came home from ncc ..now blogging..haha..damn addicted to 'My Love Patzzi"



the one at the most left in the evil one..but pretty though

..been sleeping at 5am since last 3 days..tired..haha..its so nice...


KIM JAE WON

then the Kim Jae Won in the drama so handsome..his smile is so captivating..haa..


Jang Nara


the best couple..*sweet*
but Jang Nara in the drama nv choose him in the end..she choose the other guy who have heart problem..so sad..both guys are also damn good..one very sweet..one who always listen to her problems and watch her cry..watever the outcome ..both guys are good catch..haha..at least her evil childhood friend is already exposed ..hated her childhood friend..look only pretty..but have a bad heart..humph..haha..now left 2 more cd to watch..been crying too much this last few days because of watching the korean drama..haha..tears fell down my cheeks like waterfall..better watch the korean drama fast..if not my tearduct cannot produce any more tears..i siao liao..haha..cannot cry so much..but the damn show so touching..haiz..wanna burn that drama also..i'm now in love with korean dramas..so sad and touching..it aso teaches about life..haha..so nice..watched 'romance in paris', 'sweet 18' and now..'my love patzzi'...come ..bring me more..haha..chuan is lending me another korean drama soon..heheh..thanks chuan (",)..all korean drama is super nice..but be carefull not to lose the function of ur tearducts..haha..lucky i understand chinese..which is damn good....as it means my schooling of K1- Pri 3 level of chinese i took at kindergarden and pri sch makes good use..cause all these korean dramas i watched are all in mandrin and korean speaking and the subtitle is mandarin..haha..so i just switch to mandrin speaking and watch the drama *winks*..haha cannot wait for monday to come as i will be working at the HDB hub for PropNex..will be going california fitness in the morning with chuan as she has won 2 weeks free membership at california fitness center.haha..then we can attend the kickboxing class and watever class there..then we have 1 hr with our personal trainer..can u believe it..PERSONAL TRAINER..haha..so paiseh..cause i have fats at so many areas..haha..wat to do..my mouth is always itchy for something to chew when i have nothing to do or stressed..haha..cannot wait..(",)

haha..i think this is my longest entry..but its also because i'm reporting for 2 days..ja ne..