9:38 PM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Bleach!!!!!...it super nice and its getting betta everytime each episode ends..
now..i have only watched till epi 27...the recent episode in the internet is epi 41..wah..14 more episodes to go!!..but i have only till 27..haiz..who have epi 28-41??..i want to lent..and watch..
wonder why rukia's brother wanted rukia to be sentenced fast..so sad..nvm..
Ichigo!!..ganbatte to save Rukia-san..wah..watched the news on the National Day Parade..its like i saw my fav car!!...so damn many of them...5??...its the Volkswagen Beatle!!..to be precised..that model is the convertible Volkswagen beatle aka..Frau We (Frau-ve)..in german..wahaha..
9:56 PM
Friday, July 29, 2005

pictures of Rukia and Kurosaki Ichigo
Totally into BLEACH!!..bwahaha..its so damn nice lah..the OST is also nice..its what u are hearing in this blog..
"Life is Like a Boat", Rie Fu (Bleach ED single)
note: english lines beside japanese is the translationsNobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves will guide you through another day
Tooku de iki o shiteru
I know we have so far to goToome ni natta mitai
Within the connections I seeKurayami ni omoeta kedo
Thoughts of darkness, and soMekaku shisareteta dake
I adjust my mask of serenityInori o sasagete
I offer up a prayerAtarashii hi o matsu
And wait for a new dayAsayaka ni hikaru umi
In the brilliance of the shining seaSono hate made e
Until there is a shoreNobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you will follow me and keep me strong
Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku
People go fishing in their heartsMukedashitaku naru And have become deceitful
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de
Again a new cycle of the moonFune o tsureteku
Brings someone into my heartAnd every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore
Ah, I can see the shore?
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you and keep you strong
Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku Still,
the journey continues onOdayaka na hi mo
Even on a gentle dayTsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de
Again a new cycle of the moonFune o terashiasu
Sends a shine into my heartInori o sasagete
I offer up a prayerAtarashii hi o matsu
And wait for a new dayAsayaka ni hikaru umi
In the brilliance of the shining seaSono hate made
Until there is a shoreAnd every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore
Unmei no mune o kogi
To the uncertain fate of the heartNami wa tsuki kara tsugi e to
The waves are stages of the moonWatashitachi o osou kedo
To us it seems as ifSore mo suteki na tabi ne
It’s a wonderful journeyDore mo suteki na tabi ne
What a wonderful journey
3:39 PM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
uuuuuhhuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..im now at sch library..like i said last entry..today no sch..so go sch do Business law projects..haiz..keep on searching case law of patents..but to no avail..finally gave up and decide to continue the blaw project without case law...wee!!..
pathetic RIZAL!!!!!!..keep on calling me "Kiyah" or "Yah"..it sounds so like minah kampung!!..sux lah..must remember to always ignore him if he call me by that name..*rizal..i knoe u are reading this*..wahhaa..wanna tiao u next time..
at the librarywake up late ..then cheong go library..SHIT!!..when reach the library..its like i cannot go in as there are many ppl going in with a larnyard around their neck..its the SARs practice...pathetic lah...i dont knoe anything bout the sars practice and no one told me bout bringing larnyard..SUX..then called rizal..he already in the library and he can get through the scanning thing without larnyard..i think i come at the wrong time..then went to find shurong at canteen 2..she brought her larnyard and her friend lent me his..so later need to return him..
wah..do alot of things in the project room..first me played with rizal's fencing sword..
then eat in the project room..which we are not allowed to do so..haha..then read jokes at http://www.funny.com ..saw rizal laughing out loud ..then also read the joke..its about cyber sex..wahaha..damn funny lah..me and chuan are laughing while disgusted a bit by the joke..get a sms from haza..so sweet of her..thanks!!later gonna upload pics..as now in sch a bit hard to uploadok..now need to comment on my friend's pmkt ans..then need to do blaw e-tutorial..that is due tml 12pm..ganbatte neh..we still have not started on the blaw project..haha..talk cock from morning till now..ciao
12:51 AM

watch bleach!! yesterday night..or should i say this morning..
haha..nice!!..i only watch episode 1-4..gonna continue tonight or thur morning..hehe..sad..on the episode 3..i cried..bout this girl and his brother..his brother soul become a monster..its also because the younger sis ask him not to leave her when he died..thats y he cannnot leave in peace..nice!!
wah lao..scared the hell out of me when i got a virus from sherefudin!!
thats not the worst part..the worst is that he sent the virus again!!..i was like swearing at him..saying that i am using my lap top!!..if my desk top kenna virus..i ok a bit..this one is my LAP TOP!!..
but..the relief thing is that..thats not a virus..finally he told me that the virus thingy is only an emotion icon..phew!!...
it has already been wed..no sch tml..yippie..but must go sch..go do project at library
all of my friends have already receive at least 1 of their test papers..where else for my class..we have not even get 1 of our papers..its like our test papers will only be given out next week as the subjects that we take all of the this week e-learning..so confirm no tutorial face to face..sux
nearly get WDA test paper but too bad as the failure rate is far more than expected ..so our papers need to be reviewed again and remarks so that lesser ppl will fail..haiz..what do u expect ..that is a new module introduced to us..i always feel that we are the unlucly batch as we are always made the guinea pig..sux lah..
3:38 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005

i was going through all the pics at my lappy untill i stumble at this photo..haha..funny rite..it was just after our affirmation ceremony at indoor stadium and all of us went suntec to eat..
these 3 ppl here are our LTs..haha..so damn playful and cheeky..
kinda miss Ncc camps..haiz..but whenever there are camps..i could not make it as it clashes with my sch...urrgghh..miss Amoi Quee alot..haha
Kitto always say "y so long nv see u?..only come impt day is it?"..that was when Ncc Day parade at Safti MI..wah lao..i always try my best to come and u say u seldom see me..some more say i only come impt day...sarcastic..then?..wanna see my face always at Amoi Quee?..haha..i'm not in the supernumeries nor NDP sia..thats y..seldom see me..but nvm...this shows that they remembered me..even RSM knoe my name..so happy..haha..miss me say lah..wahhaa...

this comic strip is quite hilarious..Mr Wong used to say.."u pay peanuts, u get monkey"..wahhaa
2:00 AM
Sunday, July 24, 2005

im in the middle of watching the naruto movie..nice..later gonna continue..Funn Hime!!..
wah..got a call from suriani..she is so damn lucky man!!..she get to see Lee Dong Gun in pan pacific!!!..so lucky..cause she work at there..then its like she is 1m form him..told me thats he is damn tall..taller then hendro and khalid..that is like damn bloddy tall lah..but she never get to see Lee Dong Gun's gf..the one acted in my Bf is type B and sweet 18..both of them are damn bloody cute..
seems like pan pac is getting alot of $$ from external actors..lee dong gun..the intial D actors..so damn many lah...miss working there..i really wanna wrk there man..miss my managers and friends there and lastly ..miss working with suriani..and talking to her secretly without being caught by managers..hehe..ciao..wanna continue watching naruto movie..
12:39 AM

totally loves my blog..and the blogskin..wohoo..y?? because the background is black and have many many starry stars!!..love it..
wah..have been eating too much today..eat 2 fried eggs, baked beans with potato..then watch howls moving castle while eating..in the morning eat nasi sambal goreng..afternoon..eat my mom's cooking..tea break eat fried brot (bread) with eggs..then at night..eat tom yam myojo cup noodle..eat and eat and eat..donno y..maybe stressless for today thats y..
after all the test..i deserved a break..though next week have tutorials..have not done any of it..
Blaw tutorial and PMKT is e-learning this coming week..must not forget to do Blaw man..if not can get debarred from exams as i have forgotten to do Blaw tutorial at mel last time..chuan..u also must not forget ok..we do together..
niways Happy Bdae Faiz!!..this sem so busy..its hard to find a day where 5 of us meet up..
wanna start watching bleach anime!!!..so late..but just now sleep already..so can sleep late..hope my mom wont catch me watching jap anime and ask me to sleep..she always catch me watching me anime..haha..then will scold me as i have not sleep yet when i have sch the next day..then say i always watch cartoon..it jap anime.not cartoon..jap anime is so damn nust betta..handsome..cool..pretty..and betta storyline!!
auf wiederzane!!..
2:01 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005

got an email from my Photography IS teacher...so happy..this monday start my first lesson of photography..he's an ang moh..fun!!..from finland..and he's also a finalist from the finland idol!!..this is a pic he took of singapore..damn nice rite!!..never see spore this beautiful..haha..his name is Janne Michele Heikkila..like girl name arh..haha..class at 8.30 am..so damn early..bring digicam!!....(",)
finally finish all my test..yesterday Business Law is ok..pass can already as i knoe my section B sucks..haha..just need to do better in examination..as all this test we do not have sample test papers..so no guide..all pass can liao..so no need to do retest..haha
watch Japanese animae movie..Howl's Moving Castle..it came out in a movie last year if im not wrong..nice!! nice!!..totally lurve it..watch it at 2am - 4am..before that watch loser at TV..Howl is so damn handsome and cute lah..glad he and sophie together at last..the show is funny, sad *SoB*..and lastly..happy ending ..my favourite...so i reconmend u all to watch Howl's Moving Castle..will not regret watching it ..dont look down on japanese anime ok..they are the best..betta than cartoons..woohoo..
so now..must cheong all the VCDs, Magazines all waiting for me to watch and read..haha..
dotz*..projects coming..where can we find case law for patents??..donno how..haiz..niways..dont spoil my post test mood!!...
Auf Wiederzain!!
9:33 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
the PMKT test was ok today..but i'm so gonna die for my 9 mrks on publics...totally mixed up my points..haiz..the only public that i'm correct is financial publics..haiz..enough bout it..haiz..pass can liao..wahaha..gonna score betta in exams as at least i have a rough idea now what they are asking..so ganbatte neh!!came back early after test and sleep..get woken up by my bro to watch "a portrait of home"..wah lao..i really cannot stand that Bao Zhu lah..anways bullie Ruan Mian Mian..for godness sake lah..find someone to pick with.. who have the same bitchy mouth like urs then have shiok...u pick with a blur vietnamese girl where have shiok if argue..haiz..what come around goes around..hope the Bao Zhu will get her Bao Ying!!Ich bin deshalb gonna stirbt, während bis jetzt ich nicht sogar Anfang auf meinem ersten Kapitel von BLAW habe.
Weiß und, was ich jetzt mache? zuschauend Fernsehapparat. .haha..now, der Verloren zuschaut.
gonna Studium später.. hofft, dass alle in meine Gehirne gehen können
1:16 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
i was having a break out of my mugging process..so decided to have my handwriting analysed..check them out at
http://www.handwritingwizard.com******* The Analysis Starts Here *******

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Zakiyyah has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Zakiyyah fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Zakiyyah has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Zakiyyah is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Zakiyyah would like to leave the past behind and move on.

Zakiyyah has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Something is incomplete in Zakiyyah's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Zakiyyah's sexual needs.

Zakiyyah is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Zakiyyah is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Zakiyyah basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Zakiyyah's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Zakiyyah slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Zakiyyah can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Zakiyyah will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Zakiyyah will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Zakiyyah believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Zakiyyah is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Zakiyyah will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Zakiyyah an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Zakiyyah is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Zakiyyah is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Zakiyyah doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
*********IT ENDS HERE***********
cool arh..so go try out!!..ok..mugging time..diaoz..very sleepy..GANBATTE NEH!!!!
1:36 AM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
today WDA test sux..gonna fail it..
totally sux..the mcq..SQL code...
DML is data manipulation language..why did i forget it..i put data management lauguage..haiz..keep on thinking bout managing the database..thats y become like that..
elagovan also teach sux..the sub is totally hard to understand man..the elagovan also did not go through all of the tutorial questions..teach also like we are clever..expect us to knoe every thing before hand..helloo..we are new to the sub..u are suppose to teach us..always talk crap..some of the e-learning tutorials he also did not give the ans..
wonder how for the other coming test on thur and fri..PMKT and BLAW..gonna be dead..this sem is like so damn many memorising work..totally hate theory...then its like my other friend all have sample of common test papers..while we have..NONE!!..makes matters even worse as we do not really knoe what they wanna ask..haiz..
11:42 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
NCC DAY PARADE!!!!

on yesterday night..book in camp at around 8.30pm at Amoi Quee Camp..took taxi from the Yio Chu Kang Mrt..then went pass the guards and saw both of them..huda and lydia..it seems like the rest who were there were not there as they went for dinner..that left with only 3 of us..haha..went and on the lights of the ncc air office and slack there..there door handle also is amputated from the door * not our fault*..the first night not bad..i could sleep!!but at 2.30am..i knock out first then debby after studying for test.

wake up at around 5.45am on sun as Hazariah's chattering was loud..haha..u can laugh when u hear her laugh..may be scary for some..haha..eat breakfast..the breakfast was 2 piece of chicken nugget and fried bee hoon..yucks..it taste awfull!!..eat only some bee hoon and both the chicken nuggets..yah..zul repaired the air office door handle *Bravo*..haha..then board the bus..captain gary bought for us macdonals for breakfast ..eat apple pie and give zul hash brown..eat again..ncc is all bout eating..reach Safti MI..and see the rehearsal of the ncc day parade.. also saw Swiss Band..they are lucky as they get ncc land No.1 uniform.. lucky rite..

then we eat lunch after a while..like jamie said..our job is hard..we need to eat in front of them and smile while they are out there practicing their parade..they get to eat also lah..only later.. lunch was western food and puddings..lurve them*..sian of watching the parade many times..then we also have our own prize presentation rehearsal..then took pics with the prize as momentos..haha..took lots of pics..as usual..air girls..cannot help it.. photo freak!!..hee


the pic on the left is the Best Air Unit Award..it is also the heaviest of all the prizes..when we carry it..u can see our face a bit cramp..haha
on the right is the flag bariers..Hazariah and Alfian is the 2 most right corner..front and back..haza was so cute and chubby..haha..
the day never rains..everything went well..the parade was superb..u really could hear the solid bang from everyone..everyone was like clapping their hands..*woohoo*..then there's another prize presentation..and food..as usual..saw mam farhana..haha..used to call her mam farhana..though i am now a mam..she was my mam since sec 1 to 3 in ncc..haiz..really miss Changi Air Base..and blk 149..haha..those were the days..
10:46 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
hmm..went to study in the morning with faiz and su at library..
we were studying beside faiz's class..u knoe what?..his class is so damn bias lah..its so damn obvious that they are bias towards faiz..they keep on speaking mandarin..for goodness sake..pls be considerate that ur class mate down here is a malay..wah lao..can really that faiz is quite sad and fed up with his class..also saw the person in his class that he did not like..omg..he is a CLT man..he was wearing a ncc clt shirt..he's from the 46th intake..but not an air cadet..*glad*..
then faiz went to take his test for that day while su and i went to pan pac for her to take $$..next we went to spotlight at PS scheeming through the rows of cloths at there....very fun..some materials are the very soft cottony kind while some are more complicated and shiny..wat ever it is..its great to hang out at spotlight..faiz also meet us there after he finished his test..we all have fun at the shop..there's like so much stuff u can find there..
then it started to rain..su got a call bout her father..then su and faiz came to my house..talk loads and loads..faiz seems so facinated with Xixi..haha..lost the phobia he had when he see how kay po and cute Xixi is..
1:58 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
today woke up late ..suppose to go study with su at 8am..but woke up at 10am..luckily su also wake up late..
suppose to study wda..but the lecture slides to too brief and donno how to start reading the lecture slides which leaves me turning to the WDA textbook..only to find out that i have alot to read...not only that, the book is also damn wordy...sux big time
really worry for myself as my attitude this sem sux big time especially in studying..all this while ..i've been a bad student as i always skips the IT lectures..and also not paying attention to lectures...why!!! haiz..this sem modules are also not that interesting for me..man..i really cannot retake subjects man...............haiz..
2:41 AM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
went to sakae sushi with su...eat the sushi buffet..eat till we are damn full..tried the mochi sushi also..nice..peach!!..
meet su at noon as i have nothing to do..wait for her to end work and take her pay..meet my long lost army friend..haha..telling that when i pass out ncc can cut the no.4 pants into bermudas..haha..
sushi was great..we did not really eat all the common rice sushi..ordered alot of friend stuff..crabmeat..prawns..scallop.*yummy*..drink ice water and green tea..haha..chatting with sue bout the benefits if green tea and many more..really nice..should go there often..if i have $$..haha..
11:56 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
sadded.............haiz..we skip BMGT lecture during break as it is damn boring..haiz.....this is not y i'm sad..haha
i'm sad because we went shopping at the pasar malam at Convention Centre underpass only to realise that at 1pm the ppl start giving out JJ Lin tix..the thing is ..we are stupid..obviously at 1pm give out tix surely many ppl already there q- up..so when we got the que..its like we are so far back..then only we move in front a bit and they say "No More Tix"..only have 250 JJ Lin tix given out..so many ppl Q..so we did not managed to get..many ppl are also furious as they waited for so long only to scram as its out liao..we just got there sia..some more the tix is FREE!!!!..haiz ...if i have think futher..i will surely Q- up when we cabot the lecture..haiz..so cannot see JJ..as he is peforming live in NP...sad..
haha..going to xue ni's house tml to practice Micromedia Dreamweaver as we have practical test on it at this coming monday..i wanna ask her to thumbdrive me the whole JJ Lin songs..haha..he's boice is super nice lah..and soothing..*melts*..
10:38 PM
Thursday, July 07, 2005

weehee.........finnaly upload the song i love..its from JJ Lin..aka Lin Jun Jie..hehe...he's a great singapore talent..love his songs..for those who watch the chinese drama not long ago starring Edmund Chen ,Chen Liping and Andrew Seow..you knoe JJ Lin songs..the theme song and the end of story's song are song from JJ Lin..loves his voice..heard JJ won Jay Chow in an award..hee..Jay songs are also great but voice wise..i prefer JJ..this song is Jiang Nan..nice rite!!
haiz..test is coming after next week..this MON also have test..MWA..practical on dreamweaver and theory on Web Application..whoa..then test next 2 week on PMKT, WDA and BLAW..i think i am going to die for this sem..been slacking more since the BAOC..then always go out and tutorial also always only do 1 questions..shi bai..shi bai..hiaz..
fuck..today i woke up at 11.45am..instead of 7.30am..shit..i overslept.. miss one tutorial on PMKT..all my fault for sleeping at 4am yesterday..then forget to check my HP if i have set my alarm on..woke up also my mom woke me up to eat breakfast..she bought for me the macdonalds breakfast roti kaya..not really that nice..prefer my kaya bread from the kopitiam downstairs..haha..scared me leh..as i have missed one lesson on BMGT because i help out the spec course and forget to ask my excuse letter so i nv hand in the excuse letter also..then NP also sent a letter to my mom saying that i nv come on that day and if i pon again on that subject i may be debarred from exams..haiz..today i cannot make excuse like sick or what..as its plain overslept..next time must always check my HP alarm..
forget to pass rizal my mr and mrs smith..nvm..tml then pass...