so there..finnaly finished watching the 20 episodes of Stairway To Heaven..after much tears flowing down my cheeks and sobbing *think i have collected a bottle of my tears from just crying watching this drama*..its really a good show to watch..lol..with evil step sister and evil stepmother..loving step brother..loving but useless father..loving childhood lover..this show really open up my eyes man..as so far the most crying drama i watched is endless love 2 / autumn in my heart..that one also cry like siao..

this pic u see here is the painting the stepbrother draw for juh soo..really stairway to heaven...so lovely..boy i lurve arts..only that im not that creative..lol..he also draw something similar like the michele angelo pic where the two man wanna touch the index fingers..only he draw their beach house in the heaven..everything is nice in this show..the painting..the necklace..haiz..hen piao liang oh..lol..

just cannot stop this drama craze..thats i have already have all their OST..lol..bogoshipda..and many more..lol..so nice..even have the video on the real singer singing on their korean emmy awards..lol..saw KSW and BYG..lots more..when the real singer is singing..many sing along with him..may be due to the lyrics of the song bah..damn touching..lol..

that all for today...ciao~

wohho..had lunch buffet at sakae today with family..had loads of fun!!

we are suppose to meet at 2.30pm..haha..but as usual..our family are always late..so chuan and rizal reach bout 2.45pm and they went to the Sakae at wheelocks first and que for sits..after queeing..finaly got a bench..lol..i am still at the bus by then..sms dzul to wait for me at the bus stop..as i do not knoe the way..he sms me back to be hurry as he reached the bus stop already..im thinking..how the hell can i hurry if the bus dont drive faster..its raining by the way..lol

finally got down the bus stop and dzul said to me correct timing as he also just got down the bus..damn it..got cheated by himm..haha..i trust ppl too easily..lol..should have seen this coming..then i donno the way..as i have not walk to wheelocks by the thai embassy..haiz..its been long since i've come ochard..haha...like sua ku like that..as i have crowded places..so u wont see my face at ochard always..the last i've been to ochard..

was after the ncc meeting where i went with bert and rozario..had fun too..make song dedications..

ok..back to topic..me and dzul got in sakae..saw many ppl que up for seats..lucky our chuan got seats already..then trying hard to find where chuan and rizal are sititng..finnaly found them..haha..ordered lots of the tempura crabmeat and the scallop...OISHII DESU!!..have takoyaki also..and chuan eat her all time fav..chawamushi..lol..dzul was trying to make us challenge with him wasabi challenge..lol..all of us back out..so there..no wasabi challenge..then chuan put for dzul wasabi and soya sauce..lol.he dip the sushi in the wasabi+ soya sauce..wahhaa..hell what we see....dzul was crying!!!..he buay tahan the wasabi+ soya sauce..haha...some more can ask us join the wasabi challenge where he cannot even tahan the wasabi + soyasauce..so there..laugh at his alot..really had fun there..

its like the food we orders came a bit slow then expected..its the table besides us that always had their food delivered..boy they eat alot..saw naseer there also..he sat just beside our table..there are also "sajc" bitches..according to chuan..they think they so darn chio like that..hahah..watever..then..chuan's fried tofu took ages to come...lol....between wheelocks and marina..i think i prefer marina's as it is quiter and the ambience there is nicer..the food we orders also arrive faster..lol..at wheelocks..its a bit noisy..haha..and dont have my unagi....but marina dont have buds ice cream..only have mochi..lol..tried the chocolate brownie fudge buds ice cream yesterday..nice nice!!....

after eating ..we went up..to see birkenstock sandles..so many of them..very expensive..lol..waiting for chuan to go bangkok..lol..then went borders..lol. guess who i saw......................i saw...Fiona Xie..wahhaa..damn chio lah..she wearing big brown sunglasses and was on the phone..lol..sexy..she wore miniskirt..then went up the escalator..lol..dzul and rizal was hoping they could see fiona's panties from downstairs..haha..me and chuan went to the magazine corner..haha..what a shocked i had when i saw the magazine corner where they put all the FHM and playboy mag..the one where girls are mostly in swim suits are all packed with guys..lol..i walk pass the corner..laughing to myself..haha..boy oh boy!!.. i also read donno what mag where paris hilton is topless in the cover page..but she cover her boobs with her hands..lol..where have free show one..haha..then read another mag..where have denise keller..chio..say her real life once on the day went ochard with rozario and bert..she quite chio....haha..

then went out of wheelocks..dazul took one plastic bas where u always take when raining..the long plastic bag to cover up ur umbrella..blow the plastic up and started smaking chuan's butt..lol..haha..then all of us saw the back view of this "young" woman..very sexy from the back..behind is low cut....with an ang moh guy..then..when she turn..al of us were fucking shock lah..haha...old lah..not pretty some more..haha..body so nice..what a shock we had..laugh our heads off..wahhaa..then lucky my bus came quite fast..and board the bus..

its already translated to the eng version..damn touching!!


this song always comes out..especially when Song Joo and Jung Suh..sad and touching sing..it ends with "Shi.....Ta..~"


I can't believe that.
You are not in this world.
In my heart, you are all my things...
the only one I need.


If I can go back again.
I wouldn't have let you go away.
We hadn't even made any promise...
If we keep getting father apart...
What should I do?


You probably want to know how I feel.
That's what I want to believe.
After a lot more time has passed by,
if we can laugh easily...
I'll tell you that I was sorry.


Now, I'll get rid of all my sadness...
And put it under the happy memories.
Whenever, if I can watch over you who disappeared...
I'll turn around and wait for you.]


the next sing dont always comes out..mostly comes out when the step brother part..


[Even just for once, look at me.
Let me into your heart even just a little bit.
There's only one thing that I want...
Because you will always be my heaven.
Like a different person, you're so far away from me.
No matter how much I look at you, I can't touch you.
Like a sad dream in the dark...
It's a love that I cannot have.
Though I know it's not right...
I want to have it more than anything.
Watching you from far away...
Though I'm alive, it's like I'm dead.
Though you leave me, though you throw me away...
Be by my side for just one long moment.
So that my love which remains doesn't feel sad...
Put me in your eyes.
Just a little, so very little...
If you believe my heart...
Then even if I have tears in the memories I threw away...
I will love you forever.]

Stairway to Heaven Summary :


Five years later, Song Joo returns home to Seoul, South Korea to bring Jung Sah with him to America to study. Song Joo captures a glimpse of Jung Sah waving at him from afar. For a brief moment, Song Joo can almost touch his heaven. However, he arrives to Jung Sah's side too late. She's been killed - or so Yuri wants everyone to believe. Song Joo never gets over her death. Jung Sah isn't dead though however, she's alive but loses her memory. Her step brother, Tae Hwa, has decided to run away and hide Jung Sah away. He loves her so much that he couldn't have asked for a better gift that she doesn't remember he is her step brother. He lies to Jung Sah that she is his girl friend.


Another five years later, Song Joo returns to Seoul from America with Yuri (Jung Sah's step sister). Yuri is determined to make Song Joo marry her and will do anything for it to happen (yes, that included attempting to kill Jung Sah). Song Joo captures a glimpse of a girl who looks like Jung Sah in the mall. He can't believe his eyes and runs to find her. In his relentless search for this girl, he wonders if it is a ghost or if he's simply gone crazy. Her name is Kim Ji Soo (name given to her by Tae Hwa). She looks exactly like Jung Sah down to the very last detail. Song Joo refuses to let her out of his sight because he believes that it is Jung Sah.


Song Joo will do anything to try to make Kim Ji Soo remember if she is Jung Sah. In the meantime, he realizes maybe it really isn't her and he can't force her to believe she is someone for the sake of his good. Song Joo starts to fall in love with Kim Ji Soo the more he spends time with her. However, Tae Hwa and Yuri are determined to not let that happen. As the story progresses, Jung Sah regains her memory and remembers her love for Song Joo. She also remembers that Tae Hwa is her step brother and is enraged at him for lying to her all this time. Tae Hwa feels guilty for all the suffering he caused Jung Sah and decides to go back to loving her from afar, letting her go to the one she truly loves.


Jung Sah finds out that she is going blind and that she has eye cancer. Saddened, she does not want Song Joo to know because he will be sad that she will die. So Jung Sah lies to Song Joo that she is going back to Tae Hwa because Tae Hwa needs her. She wants Song Joo to remain her friend. Jung Sah, blind now, pours her heart to who she thinks is Tae Hwa, her true feelings for Song Joo. But she doesn't know that the entire time, it was Song Joo who she was talking to. Song Joo, crying so loud, falls to the floor knowing that his true love is going to die. --OMG the one of the most saddest scenes in the entire drama.


Song Joo marries Jung Sah. A sad Tae Hwa escorts Jung Sah down the stairs to the wedding. But he is happy that she is happy with her true love. At the wedding, the truth is revealed about Yuri's attempt to kill Jung Sah and the suffering she caused everyone. The step mother goes crazy and Yuri is arrested.


Song Joo wants to donate his eyes to Jung Sah but the doctors say they cannot accept donors who are still alive. Tae Hwa, with all his love, kills himself so that he can give his eyes to Jung Sah as his last gift to her. To give her happiness as she gave to him when he was alive.


Jung Sah finds out it was Tae Hwa who died so she could live and see again. However, the cancer had spread to her brain that she would die eventually. Song Joo, who loves Jung Sah so much, can't bare the thought of losing her again. In the end, by the beach Song Joo and Jung Sah walk to the end of the road. Jung Sah walks step by step into Heaven and will wait to meet her true love Song Joo again.


Song Joo plays a song on the piano to send to Jung Sah in Heaven. He screams, "Jung Sah, are you well? Jung Sah...."


The End of Stairway to Heaven

haiz..got a job..promoter of the new neslac coffeemate liquid creamer..5-9pm..them wanna quit as i have another job offer..singtel customer service..training tml and start work on wed 11-7pm..haiz..but i could not take the singtel job..as i have to make a big sacrifice..if i take the singtel job..no one gonna take care of her..so the someone who take care of her is me..as my siblings all came home in the afternoon...she have no one in the morning acompany her..so too bad for me..i really wanna that job and go for the training tml..but i cannot..as my mom nearly fainted tonight..and my dad ask me to sacrifice my job as they do not want anything to happen to my mom..haiz..so there..have to stop thinking bout the singtel job and the $1000++ i could make if i took the job..im so money minded..they my dad even say need to stop to think bout money always and take care for my mom for now..since im the eldest..haiz..i really need to sacrifice as i coud not depend on zarinna..she have her N level this year..wanna let her study hard and score well..dont wanna mah fan her..i think bout money as i have goals u see..i wanna learnt knitting, go gym..if have money..then all if fine mah..i very sian always ask my parents money..now since im not taking the singtel job..they sponcer me the knitting..but still guilty..always use their money..i wanna EARN and use my own money..guess this is not the time to think bout that as mom health is more impt..just hope i have enough VCDs to last me this long and home..so far..i only have stairway to heaven..haiz..no money also cannot but many novels..so long i have not step in BORDERs and buy 3-5 novels in one go..so fun..guess the novels need to wait..need to find a remedy for boredom at home..haiz..

wah..stairway to heaven is super nice lah..just finished episode 4..have more to go..watch them at vcd..i could not catch it at chnl U as i watch American next top model on mon the same timing as it..and on tue..i watch CSI..so there..watch it at vcd..shall introduce to u all the casts!!


After Jung Suh's tragic death, he can't forget about her. His heart is constantly aching because he is waiting for the day that he will reunite with his only true love. He will stop at nothing to find her.

Young Jung Suh

Daughter of a professor. Her mother died of cancer when she was young. Jung Suh is sweet, polite, and loves Song Joo (her best friend). She is afraid of her step-mother Tae Mira and step-sister Yuri. Tae Hwa (step brother) makes her feel uncomfortable with his physical affection towards her.

Jung Suh Kim Ji Soo

Jung Suh suffers growing up with the cruelty from Yuri and pressure from Tae Hwa's non-brotherly love. Kim Ji Soo is vibrant, full of life, and has lots of charisma. As Jung Suh, she loves others too much, she always puts herself last. She truly loves Song Joo and loves Tae Hwa as her step brother.

Young Yuri

Daughter of Tae Mira. Yuri is very evil, manipulative, and conniving. She wants everything that Jung Suh has. She is a backstabber and a fake. She wants to marry someone rich like Song Joo.

Yuri

She is manipulative and is in love with Song Joo. She will do anything to destroy Jung Suh, even if that means attempted murder. She hates the fact that the two men in her life (Tae Hwa and Song Joo) both love Jung Suh.

Young Tae Hwa

Son of Tae Mira. He is neglected and hates his mother because she abandoned him and Yuri when they were young. He is a loner and he likes art. He loves Jung Suh because she is the first person who showed him kindness. Regardless of being his step-sister, Tae Hwa can't stop loving Jung Suh.

Tae Hwa

He loves Jung Suh with all his heart. He hid Jung Suh away when she lost her memory because he wanted her so bad. After Jung Suh regained her memory, he went back to loving her from afar and in silence. He'd give up his life for Jung Suh... his only vision.
u may also recognise him from the korean song video clip.."because i am a girl" by kiss..the guy who also gave the girl he love in that video his eys when she kenna acid in the eyes..prefer him with short hair though

so..this is stairway to heaven for u..pls do watch it too..reconmended by damn many ppl besides autumn in my heart/endless love2..

i lurveeeeee Korean Dramas..besides making me cry almost every episode..it really teaches you about life and brings out the emotional you..lol..check it out people

나는 한국 연극을 사랑한다!!

finally!!!!!!!!! the exams has come to an end..wahhaa..

we did wda paper at the convention level 2 today..wah..this is the only exams where i hear alot of hp ringtone ringing durin examination period...

one was on the guy who was doing the exam..donno what happen to him..3 more rings is at the bags..theres even a ringtone feat xin hui from superstar...so loud some more..lol..all of us were like smilling ..as we recognise the song..even the invigilators were smiling to each other..

besides that..the convention centre is damn bloody cold lah..i wore long sleeve to sch.. but its damn bloody cld that i even put on my sweater..imagine how cold it is..my brain almost freeze..

then after exams..eat with family (rizal, dzul,chuan) and SHE (mag, pris, xueni) at ginza plaza ..eat sakura..something similar to sakura..but its is sakura family restaurant and they absorb GST..had a great time today...

Found this new website from a magazine i read..http://www.paperdollheaven.com it is really heaven for ppl like me who is bored and donno what to do on the net besides chatting and watching korean vcds...so this webbie..u need to sign up as a member..then u have all the acess to the stars..u can dress them up..and colour their hair..u can even make over for them..

haiz..as everyone expected..weilian wins..but my heart really goes all out to kelly..as to me..she is the real winner..out of 5 songs both of them sings, kelly won weilian 4 out of 5 songs..4 SONGS!! ..thats alot to make her the winner..the judges even give her the thumbs up..as judges is the one deciding that she scores the 4 songs out of 5 songs..

but most kelly fans are the younger gen while weilian's are mostly the older gen..this make him the winner as the older gen have more $$ to vote..thats y he wins..

JJ Lin Jun Jie is also there singing with them and his solo songs..damn nice lah..lol..JJ songs betta then both of them..kelly also sings well with JJ..betta coordination..

JJ also makes a dedication for Jun Yang!!..he says "JY this is for you"..then he make the mouth noises..cool!!..lol

so in the end..

PLAYMUSIC : Weilian
Xin Hui

UNIVERSAL MUSIC : Kelly
Jun Yang