pink, blue, grey..all plus together to become a masterpiece..
was waiting for breaking of fast ..when i notice the clouds..sibeh nice rite..lol..this is the view from outside my liveing room window..

wah..totally tired..since mon..i have been sleeping at 4am..cause i cannot take my eyes of Fushigi Yuugi..lol..been watching this anime from 11.00pm-4am from mon-wed..wah..really tired..check this anime out man..its damn nice!!!!!!..sad and funny..sad meaning..damn sad that i can cry everytime i hear their song..this song u listening on the blog is the sad song..where some of them died..wah..really cried alot watching this anime..this anime is old though..made in 2003?..if im not wrong..

Miaka the Priestess of Suzaku with her love one..Tamahome..one of the 7 Suzaku warriors
Fushigi Yuugi..top left:
nuriko, chichiri, mitsukake, tasuki
bottom left: Tamahome, Miaka, Hotohori, Chiriko

and one more thing..lol of them are guys except for Miaka..lol..wanna knoe the story behind the femine look?..watch the anime..haha..


ohhhhhh..totally love this anime man...Fushigi Yuugi means Myterious Play in Japan..sukidesu!!!

wah..yesterday night break fasting at my aunts house..went her house at 5++pm..she cook damn lot lah..sambal prawns, kang kong chilli, lemak cilli padi ayam, penang laksa..damn lot rite..we all also bring my mom daging masak manis there..so = to A SPREAD! at the dining table..eat to my hearts content..haha..love the sambal prawns and kang kong cili..my all time fav..lol..my cuz who live the same block at me was there with his family too..then watch Renovate my Family at chnl 5...at 11pm like that..we went home..my cuz who live at the same block as me sent me and my siblings home left my mom and dad to take taxi..but we 3 siblings did not went home straight..we hang out at my cuz house which is at the 11th floor..lol..my house is at the 3rd floor..and once going my cuz house..we only take bout one thing..ANIME!!..lol..he is a more anime freak than me man..lol..fullmetal alchemist, flame of recca, and adeus legend all he reconmend..nice..

he is now also watching bleach..haha..so fun if u have someone who share something in common..lol..his comp is super lah..he have 3 hard disk..each is 200++GB..so 3 hard disk = 700++GB..super rite..he is forever downloading anime..lol..not like me..i also never download bittorrent..dont wanna be addicted mah..and anime occupies alot of space..thats y..

he lend me Fushigi Yuugi, Wonderful days, and Ghost in a shell..hurray..but he have tons more in his comp..he lend me are the ones in cd..lol..somemore ask me to bring my lappy so he can send me the other anime..scary..better not..lol..later sch reopens no space to install software..haha..so which one he reconmends..i think i go yahoo auction and buy..as they will give me in DVD format..lesser cd and no need to save in my lappy..lol..

he recommend me Hikaru No Go, Scryed, X..many more lah..lol..wah..he say..he knoe alot more anime..in real life..there are tons on anime out there..just anime starting with letter "A" is like more than 30 of them..so he usually read the reviews to knoe which one is good..wah..worst then me..haha..but pity him..he usually work overtime..with only Saturday off..as he is also working on Sun..make more $$ mah..lol..so he usually download animes but have no time to watch them..so he watch slowly slowly..haha..super..then the comp room..have cable connected from comp to the flat screen tv..so fif he wanna watch anime ..he just on the tv and all of us can watch at the big tv beside it as it is connected to the comp..cool...

he is just so good in IT lah..watch Final Fantasy 7..where have this guy with a sword that have a gun in it..so he can fight and shoot at the same time ..cool..i dont really like 3D anime..as it is not so funny..cannot see the expression much..especially the dotz ".."' expression..lol..also watch other anime like samurai something..watch abit only..watch Naruto also..lol..funny.."a Thousand Years of Pain"..in the ass..haha..he say wanna watch bring my lappy so can transfer..or come his house often..lol..so damn many episodes mah..where can finish watch..haha..

stay at his house till 3am..then go home.. with the anime he lend me..*smiles*..hahaha..so good..

wohoo..christina won for the villa wellness..lol..i think both lady deserve to win..but to be the villa wellness ambassador..i think christina is better for her fun and warm personality..really shocked me to see so many of then lose weight..lol..have i lose some after fasting??...haha..i think the ans is no..lol...

saw a keyboard at Giant selling for 30 bucks..there 49 keys there..and its actually for preschoolers..lol..but who cares..the sound also not too bad..maybe can buy..lol..but must take lesson how to play piano..hohoho..maybe can ask hk to teach me..lol..

at last..my appeal to upload a module is a sucess..lol..suddenly see my time table today and see my Operation Mgt is being uploaded on my mon and tue ..as mon and tue i end sch at 12pm..now my mon and tue slot will be later due to OM..and im still TT03..they nv change me to TT04..sad..but can upload i happy liao as that means i can graduate the same timing as the rest of my friends..lol..

next year resume:

study hard to pass all module
learn knitting
learn a bit piano
exercise everyweek
lose weight
eat healthy

lol...can do it or not..lol..slowly slowly can

haiz...so damn many good tv show is up..open sch die..come back sch always watch tv..lol..

mon: 7.00pm - 8.00pm : Portrait of home 2 (chnl 8)
9.00pm - 10.00pm: a promise for tml (chnl 8)
10.00pm - 11.00pm: American next top model*finishing* / Project Runway
11.00pm - 12.00am: Las Vegas *sometimes watch*
tue: 7.00pm - 8.00pm : Portrait of home 2 (chnl 8)
8.00pm-8.30pm: extreme japan
8.30-9.00: tiramisu
9.00pm - 10.00pm: a promise for tml (chnl 8)
10.00pm - 11.00pm: CSI *sometimes*
wed: 7.00pm - 8.00pm : Portrait of home 2 (chnl 8)
8.30-9.30: the Amazing Race
9.00pm - 10.00pm: a promise for tml (chnl 8)
10.00pm - 11.00pm: charmed
thur: 7.00pm - 8.00pm : Portrait of home 2 (chnl 8)
9.00pm - 10.00pm: a promise for tml (chnl 8)
10.00pm - 11.00pm: Lost
fri: 7.00pm - 8.00pm : Portrait of home 2 (chnl 8)
9.00pm - 10.00pm: a promise for tml (chnl 8)
10.00pm - 11.00pm: survivor

damn many rite..lol..how to study when come home..haiz..must sacrifice some of them..lol...

just uploaded one of my fav song..lol..can somebody help me by full blown rose..those of u who watch Tru Calling..u will reconise this dong..its tru calling theme song..nice rite..hehe..finally found the song after many months..

im so happy today!!..have the IS i wanted..Event Management..wohoo..wonder hows its gonna be like..and im the the same class as chuan and pris..yes..can sit and talk together..thought we are at diff time slots..chuan: 12-1.30, me :2-3.30, pris: 3-4.30....we are lucky to get the same class..our class is the only morning class..and theres only one morning class out of the 5 choices for events mgt..yesh..must chiong for this class..must log in at 2pm on the dot for me..dzul log in a bit late and theres no more vacancy in the morning class..so he took afternoon..too bad..

sad for him though..as rizal not same class as him..rizal took entreprenuer..as event mgt is hot fav and theres no more vacancy there.. dzul should ask rizal what he took..so that he could be the same class as rizal if the event mgt finish..but what done is done..

another reason im happy is..look at all this great pictures of Bleach doen here..got it at Deviantart.com..cool arh..hehe~

Squard 13: Captain Ukitake with lieutanant Kaien (dead)
Squard 11: Captain Kenpachi ...Lieutanent Yachiru *thats her* cute!~
the Cutest Captain i've ever seen..Captain of squard 10th...Hitsugaya Toushiro
another wallpaper..from left: ikkaku, ichigo, renji, captain hitsugaya
i lurve this..its kuchiki rukia..the thing around her neck is to prevent her from escaping..sad~
ichigo with his zanpaku-to form..abarai renji with his zabimaru, captain hitsugaya with his zanpaku-to form too
rukia looks fantabulas here.................

ciao~

woke up in the morning..found out that my mum and dad went johor..so there..i knoe what is waiting for me later..as i expected..cooking..lol..im left to cook curry chicken all by myself..so there..become very kanciong as i have to meet hong kiat at 3pm..lol..then have not buy chicken..lucky my sis help me buy chicken..lazy to go out..
then cook as usual..as i am fasting..i cannot taste the dishes..so i donno if i add enough carnation milk(suppose to put coconut milk..healthy eating~)..i also donno if i add enough salt..so there..cook and aga-aga the salt and carnation..lol..donno how it taste..

then after cooking stilll have time..so watch freeky friday for the 6th time..lol..its damn funny..u can never get bored with it..lol..as i see the raindrops pattering by the window..i become lazy to go out..lol..lucky hk called to delay the timing..also lazy to go out..as its raining heavily like cats and dogs..but i only see one cat..thats xixi..lol..playing around..

when i reach jurong east to meet hk..i called su..and she mention she cannot make it today because of her dad..haiz..so there..need to cancell our buka puasa dinner..quit sad though..as sch starting..and donno if have next time or not..become stress organizing these things..have to slack out man...but i did not cancell one thing though..shopping with hk..so me and hk went to city hall to find him a tie for his piano recital concert..as he is ushering the principal..he need to look smart..lol..

look at marina square and raffes city shopping center..but all was too ex..$49++..hk budget is $30--..lol..so after finding but to no avail..we thinking what to eat as break of fast is nearing..as hk dont wanna eat sakura..decided to eat fish and co...

but before going..we saw my fav shop..lol..swarovski crystal..uhhh..so damn beee-uu-tee-full!!

i've been eying for this..loves snowflakes..donno y..love it much..it cost 27 Euro = S$50++..i donno whether its a necklace or what..if i have it..surely wear it as necklace..some use it as decoration in cars..hanging at the mirror..any way..its look beautiful..*hint* bdae pressie?..lol..i so think skin..nvm..need to save money liao..have goal to buy..lol..
the grand piano hong kiat is eyeing..lol..328 Euro = $500++..ex rite..lol..its also beautiful..u cannot take the piano out of this guy..lol..next time if i work..as in full time and not schooling..maybe can buy for him..lol..but he must buy for me the snowflake..lol..i want big big one..lol..make my money worth..haha..buy by the time will be next 2 years if i start working..the thing will fade out already..maybe?..lol
found this in the webbie..tealight holder..omg..damn nice rite..haiz..57 euro..lol..lazy to convert to Sing $$..starry starry..
this is an ornament..hugh star..saw it..whoa..big..and nice..
this is a Christmas tree topper..as decoration i think..153 euro..ex..lol..it is also big..quite big lah..i thought the snowflake is detachable..thought the silvery thing is the holder..but its not detachable..nice..
in chrome colour..to meet diff ppl taste..lol..did i mention that the lady tending the shop like starring at us..as if we cannot afford like that..urhh..watever..we even went it the shop twice..lol..saw the piano when coming out..then go in again..lol..not her place or crystal anyway..face so black..no wonder ppl only go in to see..never buy..

Service = FAILED..

eat at Fish and Co at dhoby ghaut..at Parkmall there..reach there 6.30pm..ordered seafood platter for 2 – Platter of seasonal fish, calamari, prawns & mussels in creamy garlic & lemon butter sauce....nice..have rice at the bottom also..dint expected that..cause $34++..if seafood platter for one is $18.90..lol..very nice..and fuel me up for hk shopping..thought the calamari abit texture like rubber..cook too long..also tried their halloween drink..sprite + blueberry juice = nice..cost a bomb $4.90 for it...totally overspend today..spend $25 just on food..OMG!!..need to save liao..but only a little to start with ..as im not working..sch open then can save damn more..

so there..found a tie that suit hk shirt..then found out the shirt is killing him at the neck..lol..fat liao..so when wanna wear tie..the neck is choking him..but still can wear..then decide to buy another shirt..easy on the neck..imagine hk wear the neck tight shirt talking to the principal..lol..total distraction...have to get thinner boy..ur tummy showing~...haha

so took a pic with him..thats the shirt he bought today..we also found the tie that match with the new shirt..u can see the price tag playing peek-a-boo with him..how?..not bad rite my taste..match the colour and tie..lol..take damn many pics there..have i told u all that every body was watching us..as we both were fussing bout how to tie a tie..well u knoe y its call a tie..u need to tie it..lol..as swiss cottage student..we dont have any experience to tie a tie except for prefects..as our tie are all zip up..its cool lah..all swiss tie are in standard length...we just pull the trinagle thingy up and we are done..

so..hk triend to tie the tie..but i look damn ugly..behind so long and in front in short and fat..horendous!!..and i tried..which is betta..thanks to my sis, Zarinna for teaching me last time..lol..she need to tie a tie always..so she is always practicing at home..lol..sometime nothing to do just take the tie and practice on it..lol..even wear it around the house..on normal t-shirts..lol..shes a funny one..so tried tieing the tie..and it turn out like that..(on the pic)..thats the tie i tied..lol.not bad for a beginer..hurray for swiss..lol..

the other funny thing is that the mirror is near the men's brief corner..as hk did not went to the changing room..he just put on the shirt..with us fussing bout the tie..with us matching a whole load of tie trying to match with the shirt..with ppl staring at us..we are making a din..y?..never see guy go shopping before?..never see ppl tie tie 4-5 times lol..with ppl choosing brief..haha..guy brief that is antibactirial..breathable..haha..never found any g-strings though..lol..

so finally pay the stuff at John Little..its on sale..

Shirt = $18 ( material not bad..silky)

2 Ties = $20 ($10 each..damn cheap rite..the most worth it..lol)

then we took mrt home with hk smiling from ear to ear from his shopping and with our stomach full..lol

man..my fingers are numb from typing this much..lol..ciao~

haiz..really screw up my poly life..dint knoe by failing one subject can hurt me so much..its like a thorn thats stuck in my heart and bleeds a drop of blood at a slow rate..killing me with sorrow and pain inside..

first thing..failed my marketing..*serve me rite by not studying finish*..then i thought i could get a bit happy hoping that i will still be TT04 for some modules..

time table out...my hopes are shattered like a thousands pieces of shattered glass pattering on me...my whole time table..i dont even have a class where i'll be with TT04..all is TT03...that means i will be full time TT03..haiz..somebody..save me..thought the teacher say fail one sub u will have extra 20 friends thats the class where u fail ur module..this!!..i have 2 classes more mf friends..TT03 and my PMKT class..and not with TT04..haiz..

the worst thing is tt03 classes all at blk 56..while tt04 classes at blk 72..that means no poping by to peep at their class..sometimes this things makes me happy..lol....

only can meet them during lectures..i sure sit with them..lol..can talk cock with them..

if only i never fail..i will surely miss my TT04..SHE, my extended family...chuan, rizal, shurong, and dzul..

next sem dzul full time tt04..so lucky..he's replacing me ..quite sad to hear..if i never fail..there will be 5 of us in the group

me, rizal, dzul, chuan and shurong..together..we can be the best and craziest and noisiest group alive in ngee ann..but too bad..im out of that best craziest and noisiest grp next sem..i think our grp have the best chemistry man..

cannot disturb with chuan bout "goldfish" ..his botak and keling kia liao..haha..

all this have bring me many good memories..thank u TT04..lol..dont think i can be "myself" in other class..haiz..its a LEO thing..

to my crazy and best family/grp & SHE : dont forget to chio me out when u all eat outside or anything ah..must always chop for me place in lecture..and if have notes..must print for me also..lol..just in case my printer attitude again..lol..

haiz..wo hen dao mei arh....

wei shen men wo de time table bu ken wo de pen you yi yang?!..wo de pan shi TT04 mah..wei shen men sian cai wo de pan shi TT03..haiz..hen xi wang..

wo bu ji ge yi ge subject er yi..wei shi mo..wo yi ge subject bu gai wo de tt04 yi chi.....wo bu ren si TT03 ban de ren...yo yi wei..wo bu ji ge yi ge subject er yi..wo cai ke yi TT04 ban yi yang..haiz..

ke yi ken wo de TT04 yi chi jai lectures er yi....wo yi ting hui xiang da men de..chen men yang...haiz..wo yao ku le...boohoo~

my han yu pi yin sux..lol..

watch the season 1 of it at 5pm on channel 5..
watch him sleep..talk to him..disturb him..ku chee him..
read it for the second time..and still cry..this is the best sad novel i read..check it out

(Bleach) 10th Division Captain - Hitsugaya Toushiro....the child genius..he is so damn cute..kawaii neh!!
watch Bleach the second time..nice..

from left: Sado, Inoue, Ichigo, Ganju, Hanataro, Ishida

all trying to save Rukia san..

exams results are out..

really sux this time
all i have is myself to blame
what have happened could not be undone
just need to work harder and do better next sem

pass all except for 1 sub
Principes Of Marketing
dont knoe y..but before i got the results..i expected the results would be bad
to the extreme that i ask my mom..
"what if i failed and need to retake?"
she just ans..retake lah..
i knoe she may sound comforting
but i know deep down ..she will be dissapointed if that happens

and it really happens..
have that bad feeling when chuan sms me she got D+ for marketing
i was like thinking..mine gonna be worst
as her commom test, she top the class
while i only passed for the marketing test..

too scared to see results
just stumped when i saw the Repeat sign besides Marketing
got an F for it..haiz
this sem really sux
been noticing that i slack too much
and what i study dont really goes in my brain
maybe i lack of concentration

still have not told my mom bout the results..
haiz..tml ba..
how to put it into words and tell her
my dad confirm gonna scold me..
die..
lets wait for tml to come

been noticing that most of my classmate
did not do well for Marketing either
bet they expected the results to be higher
most got D, D+
at least they pass
haiz
i think the teachers are strict in the marking
wonder how we scored for our presentation..
by the results everyone got..
i think we score fairly for presentation
since that tutorial teacher is dozzing off most of the time
for all our presentations
then give excuses that he will mark by our presentation slides..
what crap!!..dont give me that shitty excuses

where in the world is there a presentation where we read everything on the slides?!
the slides we hand to him are merely basics bout our project
he need to open his eyes and ears to hear the elaboration and extra points from our mouth
bet he did not hear that
as he was sleeping
such a dissapointment
maybe thats y most of our score for this module sux
because of him
he did not grade us fairly..
if everything presentation if what we read on slides
it will be super boring lah
i can read the slides myself mah
no need presenter
haiz

what worries me is not bout me failing Marketing
what worries me is that i'll be a semester late when graduating
really dont want that
really must appeal to the chairman of BA
if possible..to squeeze all next sem
and not forgo a module
since next sem we only have one IS module
instead of 2 this module

really hope i could graduate the same timing as the others
really hope i wont get the same tutorial teacher for that module next sem
i do not want to go in a class where the atmosphere is dead..
gonna miss my grp..
so sorry..if im not in ur class next sem..

haiz..next sem if with other class
sure i suffer
im not a sociable person
think just sit one corner will do me good
concentrate betta ba..
really takes time for me to open up..

really hope that will be same class as TT04 next sem for IT and most module
as next sem is Java..shit
if im in TT04 for Java..
i know Rizal will save us..lol..
if im in other class for Java..
die
cannot really contribute much..haiz
hope i could really squeeze everything next sem one man
without forgoing one module
if can squeeze
then hope i will be in the same class as TT04 in year 3

haiz..just one repeat
change the whole plan in my life
i only have me to blame..
really wanna do betta next sem
no not really..
its Gotta do betta next sem..
HAVE TO!!
haiz


waiting for miracles to happen~

first day of fasting today..i thought its suppose to be yesterday..but heard the news on radio that the child moon have not emerge..so cannot fast yesterday..today is then the official one..lol..

was tired when woke up at 4.15 am to eat..i did not even hear my alarm goes off at 4am!!..thats because i have another fan of Bleach i influenced..muahahaa..its my sis..who is now addicted to Bleach..hee..i am so happy to watch back to episode 1 with her...as bleach is damn funny..watch many times still funny..especially Kon..the teddy bear.....watch till epi 17 till 2.30 am..then sleep.. thats y i cannot hear my alarm clock..lol........so there..when its time to break fast..i was like hungry already..perfect timing..eat alot till i bloated..wahaha..

just uploaded a new song..its the Windstuck OST..knockin on heaven's door..nice..


ooooohyeah yeah, yeah yeahyeah yeah, yeah yeah
Mama take this badge of me
I can´t use it anymore
It´s getting dark, too dark to see
Feel I´m knocking on heaven´s door
Knock knock knocking on heaven´s doo
rKnock knock knocking on heaven´s door
Knock knock knocking on heaven´s door
Knock knock knocking on heaven´s door

Mama put my guns in the ground
I can´t shoot them anymore
That long black cloud it´s coming down
I feel like I´m knocking on heaven´s door

Knock knock knocking on heaven´s door
Knock knock knocking on heaven´s door
Knock knock knocking on heaven´s door, yeah yeah
Knock knock knocking on heaven´s dooryeah yeah,
yeah yeahyeah yeah, yeah yeahyeah yeah,
yeah ohyeah yeah, yeah yeah

Practising my photography skills again..lol..this time..its at Sentosa..went Sentosa today..with my Swiss peeps + ema..Suriani, Hong Kiat, Ashahari, Faiz , Ema and lastly....me..
So there..meet them at 11am at HabourFront interchange..then went to the coffee shop and bought Tapao..so careless when i bought the Roti John..paid the man and went off..luckily the man saw us at the drink stall and ask " This is urs"..i was like huh?!..i so blur..lol..then when we wanna set off........ITS RAINING!!!!!...

aniway..predicted that as its been raining since last mon..so there..but we went ahead despite the rain..lol.. nice rite..doesnt it seems serene and peaceful..
our neighbour..with a dog..they look like malay..but is actually indonesian..make us wonder for a moment y they had a dog..lol..
our another neighbour who looks lonely..lonely..i am so lonely..i have no body..lol
in the bus..dont i look fat..die..gain so much weight...lol me and hong kee..lol..actually its hong kiat..
me and su........
me and Wei Lian..actually its weilian poster i'm holding..cause all of us agree Wei Lian looks like Hong Kiat..*even the smile*..lol..and the photographer is Hong kiat..*obviously he is paiseh..thats y he nv take me with the poster..hee hee

say no evil, hear no evil and ...............see no evil....bachelor up for grabs.!!..takers anione??
3 guys and a girl....lol
OMG..do u smell Hong kiat's fart...say with me everyone..S. M. E. L. L. Y !!
nice..but...y is ash's leg want attention too..lol..
Hong Kiat with full of hatred expression trying to step ASH..betta run before Ash step u Hong Kiat..u will turn flat in no time...lol
the sun, the sea..and the breeze~~~~~~~~~
play Dubie Dubie Dub Dub with ash, faiz and Hk..wahaha..Hk is so funny..first to lose..his hand coordination is bad man..
good bye Sentosa..................